Girls... I just realized I missed you all so much!!!

It's the girls now... there's not many of them but every and each of them leaves a sweet memory for me during the life in high school.

First I would like to apologize if the content would disturbed anyone that is being mentioned here. :)

the photos included below is taken by myself...

perhaps you gals may have forgotten about it...

but I never deleted it :-)

Catherine. The girl that I have been friends with for more than 4 years. The one that i called her sis for the past few years in the high school though she's so short in size. If my memory serves me right my first word with him was in the hall when we first entered the school during the orientation. I talked to her in malay as I thought she was a Malay, the hair of her's was still so fresh in my mind as it was something like a boy's cut. Kinda cool. However she changes her style into something more feminine in form3 if i'm not mistaken, and she looks awfully nice, she has mature looks ad i find it quite interesting. We were so close she actually love squeezing my tits last time, and as for me i love slapping her ass ( *seriously her ass is kinda bouncy ). Catherine, Cat, Meow, or anything, all the best for you in everything :)

ZeeJoo. The girl that I've known for more than 4 years as well, we had a complicated relationship and it ended up she becoming my sister too. The girl that I owed so much I've no idea when I can repay her. The one that used to cry everyday and complaining about everything. The one that was so naive in every way and was the childish among them all... The one that always help me finish my folio and assignments, the one that I called and called me for the longest period, if I'm not mistaken the record is still standing, 4~5 hours. A standing record :-) you've grew up into a big girl now and keep up your good work MUI~! Anytime you have any trouble or feel like you need someone to listen I'll be there.

Xin Yuan. Bebe, the girl with a big mouth. The girl that's so in love with a guy. Bebe bebe bebe bebe, there's nothing much I can say about her actually, one of the prettiest in our bach. The one that laughs alot, but deep in her heart, you'll never know know if she's that optimist. For me, she is the kind that keeps most of the problem to herself even if she choose to tell she would only tell it to the closest. Anyhow, you're a nice person, I miss the time when you call me "Jie Fu". Don't worry so much about him, let things be what they should be. He loves you, remember don't let people tell you what to do, follow your heart and be happy with the decisions you've made, you'll find that everything is just so simple and easy to handle... may your heart laughs as loud as how your big-mouth does... :0)

Last but of course, never the least,

Shuying, the girl that caught my attention in form2, the girl that I started dating in form2, the girl that I only started my first conversation to even after we've been in the same class for years. The girl that really carved a deep memory in my heart, full of sweetness and bitterness, the one that made me gone crazy in love, the one that made me hurt so badly, the one that claim my first hugged, i still remember the lovely occasion, though the proofs has been deleted by herself right after the date itself... I actually hugged her for the first time and it was in Cinta Sayang, Sungai Petani, infront of the swimming pool where Xin Yuan was the one who took the photo for us, it was still in my memory that I was so nervous, really, for the first time, and that night was the most splendid night for me. There were plenty of sweet memories when I was with her. Things doesn't turned out the way we wanted, perhaps we didn't meant to be with each other, perhaps the time we were together was not appropriate, perhaps we were too young to get into a serious relationship, perhaps we both weren't really sure what is LOVE, perhaps we were inexperience in such complicated stuff, perhaps we both doesn't know that love is a game of give and take... perhaps we were too naive.

I APOLOGIZED...

Things changed after we broke up, I changed... so as you. I've no idea what I was after we broke up, I started flirting around, I just don't want to have a serious relationship anymore, and throughout that period I still have you in my heart, and that was the motivation that keeps me going around flirting... Everytime I think of you, it hurts... and I always felt that you should be the one responsible for that, during the period I feel like talking to you but I never had the chance, I kept telling to myself, that shuying should be responsible for this, I kept on blaming everything on you. As time goes by, that feelings changed into hatred...and I did actually hated you for a short period... Time heals everything, and that's dead true... time goes by, and I realized that I don't really hate you, in fact, I love you, as a friend. You thought me so much, I tried to tell you that I wanted to be your friend, but it never works our the way I wanted it to be, I just don't know how to start. I missed you, after our SPM I wanted to date you out, to apologize to you face to face, i wanted to tell you I'm sorry, I missed you so much. And now, you will be leaving in just a few days time. And it's really now or never to tell you all this, and I choose to write it out now...

*'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane,

I don't know when I'll be back again...

*what a coincidence, I'm listening to the song while writing this, are you leaving by plane?

the ultraman is fine and I keep a good look on it don't worry... :)

Guys... I just realized that i miss u all so much!!

It's kinda late for me to write this since most of you guys are off to continue your studies. Most of the them wrote this kinda blog weeks after graduation. Some of them even days. And now, here I am, writing a blog of this kind. Anyway, i just feel that I really miss the day when we were in high school. Anyway, I'm gonna start one by one.

I miss the day when we were so crazy, stealing food from the canteen, not like we can't afford the food, just plainly for fun. The time we skipped classes, the time we skipped school. There are so many memories back in the 06, 07 and of course the 08.

For the TopSex Gang, the time when we hanged out during 2 or 3 in the morning for burgers and 'wolf' will always be in my mind :-)

Eujin. The Main Man of the gang, the man that BULLSHiT the most in our gang, one of the best friend I have in Ibrahim High School. We have only known each other for 3 years, maybe 4. I used to be so good to him and stayed in his house 3 days a week during the holiday. We did so many crazy stuffs no one could imagine. We play together, we eat together, we steal foods from the canteen together, we took stuffs from the chemistry lab together, we even watched porn together back in the days. He is the one that got my polluted mind even polluted with all the "websites" he gave me. But brother, I just want to tell you that YOU are one of the best bro i have ever had.

MeanYuan. The Silencer of the gang, the man that speak the least and the coolest among our gang. We've been friends for 3 or 4 years as well. Our best time we had is probably Form4, the time we had to go for Malay tuition after school. Every Sunday, we had to go back to his house straight after school cause his house is so near to the tuition centre and before the tuition starts, we would definitely go for "Laksa" at the opposite stall, it was great. Mean Yuan, I have no idea why, but i just feel like he is a little brother to me. There was this one time when some fucker stole his phone and he came to me so nervous. And i was like raging to the son-of-a bitch and dig the shit out of the Indian fuck. Mean Yuan, do remember to visit me when you're studying in TARC, don't just keep your mind on the girls there, remember Xin Yuan's the best there is.

Chandera. The Black Brother of the gang. You know I seriously feel that I am seriously lucky to have such a good, and I mean stand-up Indian brother. Man, do you know that you actually change my perspective towards Indian? Chandera Kumar, the guy we had so much fun with together, we is the one that thought of throwing the class diary straight away just to escaped from the penalty of skipping classes. The one that rides motor like the man, the coolest rider. The main man with the most sexy body hair. Jeez, I hope I i can have that kinda sexy body. Chandera, I'm gonna miss you badly and bro, remember to come back after you got your ass to KL. :-)

Paul. The Mad-Genius. The guy who can't be missed if you're throwing a party and you want someone to make the day. We get to know each other by basketball as well if I'm not mistaken. The guy that never gave up no matter in what he attempt. His ball was good, his study was good, his jokes are definitely the best there was. I couldn't imagine how the life in form4 and form5 would be if it's not for you Paul. Seriously, just by looking at your face would make me laugh. You were like the person who makes the class lived. Paul, in spite of the fact that we are not very close, but still, you made my life in high school much more interesting. Paul, I wanted to say sorry to you as your results were dragged down because of mixing with us, we weren't such a good friend in some ways are we? Haha, hope you don't mind, anyway you got 12 A1 for you spm and you should be satisfied right? ;-D

Nigel. The Loyal (*Setia kat PX ) Brother. I have no idea what's so good about that girl that drives you crazy for her so much. Anyhow, Nigel, the man who I feel, is the most conscious among us gang. It's more than 4 years since we were friend if I'm not mistaken, we had our first conversation in the court. Who is not that crazy and always have a limit to what he do. He is a stand-up guy as well, the one that will never say no when you need his help. Nigel, the one with a fearful attitude, if you got on his nerves, be ready for POON babe!! However, we never blamed him for having that kinda attitude, y'know, peer pressures, we were abit over the line and sometimes I actually feels that we deserves it. I missed the time when we stay at your house for PS2 and the time when we actualyl play basketball together.

Jared. The Birdie Brother. The guy who works hard to keep up with Tiger Wood ( *I exaggerates, but he is good in golf. ). I know this man through Eujin if I'm not mistaken. We had our first conversation in Central Square, before we went for a movie, if i'm not mistaken he is the one that talked to me first and we were friends after since. The guy with a tremendous biceps, though it's not really big but hell it is obvious!! Jared, Jared... How should I describe him. He is not from the same school as we were, he has his own friend, we seldom chat. But when we do we were like the main gang, there was this one incident that ought to be write here, the egg incident. The flying egg to the house we know who. And the time when u got yourself into some gang- fighting trouble, and the whole gang was like so worry for you, but don't you worry brother, we will always stood up for you :0)

Shaun. The Black Brother of the gang, PUI PUI, E E, O O ( fat fat, short short, and black black ), Short-version Louise Koo. ( *he's chinese, don't misunderstand me, it's just that he kinda dark. )Shaun, I know this fella for nearly 4 years if my memory serves me right, he has a good heart, his heart is surely taller than he is,haha! A guy who cares for gang, a guy who takes everything easily and seriously at the same time. Shaun, you are a good friend, a good brother. I miss the time when we took burger together along with jin and my. Man, those were the days when we were so energetic and crazy!! WOOH!! And of course, hope you and your SC will be good forever.

TO BE CONTINUED... 

My, Xy, and chan came down to get their college's stuff done and of course they stopped by to pick me up. We went to the TARC, and man the there're so many girls there. WOH~! However, the campus was kinda... bad, the toilet was so smelly, even worst than my secondary school.. yuckz.. good luck to u guys xy and my. Anyway, we went to get our lunch, i mean my lunch at the famous "DA FEI LO JI FAN" (* BIG FAT "LO's" CHICKEN RICE). Chan said it was the best there is in Penang and so we tried it, seriously, it's not that good. And then we moved on to the Gurney, we had a movie and it's "7 pounds". The movie was pretty confusing at first but it gets better and better. 

And then, came the main part of the day, the dinner, we went for a steamboat dinner and it was amazing. It's not really the food that made me feel that it's the fun we had there, we took like so many scoops of ice-cream we can't really ate, XY fried an egg there (amazing), Chan took so many beefs ad sotong i don't think he can finish half, and it was fun, we had alot of fun and we took some photo to be remembered... :)

2 seconds away from death

The trucker was already infront of me when i turned my head back to the front mirror and we were 2 seconds away from crushing onto the trucker... God blessed the three of us and I thank God for sparring us...

Me and Shee Lin went back to S.P. to fetch my mom to go back to A.S. and it was a bright day, we used the old route as we were not in a hurry and it would saves us quite alot. The traffic was kinda smooth, mom and Shee Lin slept during the trip and i was driving with my mp3 on. Everything gone smoothly until we reached a small town Yan. Mom and Shee Lin had already woke up by then and mom was complaining that the the sunshine is burning her skin off and there weren't any sun-blocker and so Shee Lin handed her my black shirt to blocked the sunlight. I have no idea why is it that we all paid so much attention on how my mom sticked the shirt onto the side mirror and none of us awared that the car was moving out of the lane and luckily i turned my head back onto the road and the truck was right infront of me! The scene was so clear even until now, I shouted " FUCK!! " and i turned the car back to the lane and the trucker crossed our car and we were stucked there were a moment of silence for about a second or two...

I was thinking to myself what the hell would happened to us if I were late by 2 seconds to put my eyes back on the road... would it be the end for us 3? would it be the end? I was thinking to myself... Was this occurance is a miracle? Or was it just not the right time for us 3 to be dead? Nobody knows...

1 DAY IN OUR LIFE

it was a day,
a day of our life,
some may found it interesting,
and some may found it,
rather sad.

we lived through it,
some cried,
of joy,
some cried,
of sorrow.

we lived through it,
some took it,
as a lesson,
some took it,
as just another day,
of his life.