Again, i have a choice to make, to stay or to leave, my brothers said I am being irresponsible and yes I did, but please don't blame it on me, I've no idea why am i doing this, my heart asked me to, and i wanted to. I really can't cope up with it, I will fail you guys again if I go on with it. I don't want to fail you guys no more, I have to do something that I'm really in love with, I've made up my mind, I have to do it, I will do it, please support me and please don't blame it on me. I assure you guys that this is the last time I mess with my decision, I will live with it and I will succeed in it no matter what, I will fight and I will be THE survivor like you guys did... Please I need my brothers support... it's much more meaningful than mom's and dad's... I can't face myself now... Damn...